6:30 AM - Tuesday 01/24/2017
I could not sleep last night. The monster of paranoia and fear who lives in this house kept whispering in my ear. I got out of bed thinking it would be best for me to rent a car and drive back to the safety of my North Carolina hide out.
Be a grown up, be a child, be extracted, be involved, marvel at the deep vortex of the ancient dynamic of family. I yearn for 20 minutes of clarity. Discriminate boundaries are shadows in every room.
My truth: My Mother's needs hide behind her eyes. Her desires run around in flashes that change colors 300 times a day. This is the mother I have always known. Only the circumstances have changed.
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